How can i get in a way which doesnt mess up my life?

I'm 18, grew up in a christian home so I'm a virgin :s... I've been told I'm good looking many times and have a good body etc.. I get horny quite easy at times..and just need to let my ual frustration out.. ( isnt an option cause i don't find it that stimulating or exciting)..i wud rather be wiv a fella ..i havent had that much experience with guys becus I dont go out to those kinda places (nightclubs etc) and fellas like easy girls and i'm not easy at all... I think about it alot, and just need to have a bita fun cause times have been tough :( but i don't wanna lose my parents' (mostly dad's) respect even more than it is already. (we dont see eye to eye.) I'm just blabbering..so just write an opinion or something...